THe day before…

June 26, 2011 at 8:53 am · Filed under Uncategorized

I feel like total shit.

Every time I get alone in the car, go to the gas station, grocery store, or out to pick something up I cry.

I just can’t get over this sadness that I feel knowing that in a little over a day I won’t be pregnant with three…and I just hope that there’s still one healthy baby.

I’m scared. Scared that I’m making the wrong decision. Scared that when I get to the doctor’s office tomorrow that I’ll run out of the office screaming and won’t have the procedure done.

Margot’s grandma passed away last night so that added to her sadness. Both of us tossed and turned last night and we’re each going through something completely different - yet grieving the same thing. Our babies.

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Pumped.

June 23, 2011 at 4:38 pm · Filed under Uncategorized

We have been through a few water pumps in our day. The old house had to have the sump replaced and we went with a suggested pump. It rarely needed to go on. At this house the pump is constantly going off and dumping water out of the foundation. I don’t worry too much because it’s really typical of the houses in the area.

I’m guessing we all just live on top of one big swamp.

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Ugh. and Ugh.

June 23, 2011 at 4:36 pm · Filed under Uncategorized

I felt the babies moving yesterday. It was definately movement. I wish I could ignore it… Then today I was sitting on the couch and sure enough…more movement.

I’m able to keep most meals down. However, last night was a doozie. We went to a friend’s house for a little party and I got home and puked all over. Then as I’m puking I totally pee myself. I have to remember - empty bladder - then barf.

To say the least…felt like a real winner.

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The lawn.

June 23, 2011 at 4:33 pm · Filed under Uncategorized

How I miss mowing the grass. We have a riding lawn mower and I’m a mad woman out there. Plus I really like doing it!

Our neighbor has a honda mower and I’ve thought about trading her for the summer. She had borrow the rider and I can borrow her lawn mower. That way I can help Margot out and mow the lawn weekly.

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12 weeks and an ultrasound

June 20, 2011 at 8:40 pm · Filed under Uncategorized

Today we went up to the hospital and had an ultrasound of the trio. All babies were measuring on schedule and baby C was actually measuring 4 or 5 days ahead? They were cute. Sucking their thumbs, moving their arms up and down, and I think baby C was sleeping.

Here are a few shots that we got on disc:

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C

I think I prepared myself good for the ultrasound. I had looked at other 12 week ultrasounds and knew what to expect. Moving alien baby. I don’t think Margot was as prepared.

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