I really can’t believe how fast time has gone by. I knew it would but this is outrageous! I wish I had felt better the first week or so. However, I’m assuming that’s just part of giving birth and not feeling quite up to par.

Emmy has quite the attitude and I knew what I was getting into because she was pretty much a wild woman in my belly! I knew those games of prod would cause her to have anger issues and hope that she doesn’t have to go through too much therapy to work through it!

Emerson has started smiling a little bit and she scrunches her nose and eyes and it’s so funny. Most of the time a smile is followed by a loud screech and then an even louder cry. But I’m stickin’ with my initial assessment…it’s a smile, damnit.

The girl is held all of the time. I hate seeing her sleeping in her crib because I know that it’s going to go too fast and I want to be a part of every second. Plus, she’s so cuddly and loves snuggling in on my boobs and tummy.

I remember when Graem was smaller. In hindsight, I always wished that I had held her more, played with her more, and not have spent so much time on the computer or watching television.

So this time, I’m going to try to do this with no regrets.

I apologize now for the lack of updates, pictures, and other ramblings…but…there are things that are more important these days!