Today seemed to be much better than yesterday.   Thank God Margot took me out for dinner and I had two wonderful beers at the new Ale House.

I think I’m over the fact that I’ve been shafted by my insurance company, my body sucks, and overall my luck is horrible.

I’m ready to think positive and move forward.   At this point I feel like I need to rid my body and mind of all negative feelings and hatred that I’ve felt and focus on treating my body good, losing a little weight, and trying to conceive a child.

Today I met up with a friend who is also dealing with fertility.   She’s the nicest person and it was nice to talk about all of this with someone who understands without having a sympathy party.

I’m glad that we have a “next step” in place and that we’re ready to move forward.   I’m also thankful that I have friends that I can talk to about this.