Today Graem is 15 months old. It is also the first day that she is officially weaned. No if’s, and’s or but’s–we quit cold turkey last night upon hearing that we might be eligible for a study with the SIRM Institute to start our quest for Baby #2. They want to make sure my prolactin levels are in check, so that means no breastfeeding.

We had dropped Grammy off to Laura & Lydia’s so we could have the phone conference with the doctor. She was in tears when we picked her up, but her last boobie snack fixed that.

I’m just really sad that I won’t ever breastfeed her again–won’t see her little face looking up at me and making scrunch face while she sucks away. I am also bummed to lose the one instant-fix I have for all her problems.