Today was Graem’s first day of daycare.  I’d been dreading it for a while, but I guess it’s time.  Both Shawna and I went, and we brought a truckload of stuff: frozen breastmilk that we’d stockpiled, several changes of clothes, diapers and wipes, her pack n’ play, and an extra carseat.  We let Kelly know of Graem’s like’s/dislikes, and I nursed Graem for one last time.  As soon as I walked out the door I started crying, and I cried on the entire ride to work.  At work I cried every time someone asked how it went or how I was.  Needless to say, I picked Graem up early and brought her back to work with me.  It was so reassuring to hear Kelly say that Graem took the bottle without any problems.