We can’t believe it’s been almost three months–time’s been flying! We’ve finally gotten into our routines, and I realize now that I’d much rather spend time with her than on the computer, hence the lack of updates. I’m still trying to figure out how to do the photo album in Photoshop, but I’d rather stare at Graem.
Graem and I have been going to work daily for almost a month now, and it seems to be working out great. Everyone loves her! I’m not quite as efficient as I used to be, but I’m happy that I can have her near me.
We keep saying that parenthood has been amazing, but it has really changed my life, made me more complete. I always feared parenthood, in that I’ve felt so much emptiness in my life, and feared that I would never have enough of myself to give to a child. But now it’s like I’ve found a place in my heart that I never knew existed, from which comes unbounded love. I can’t lie and say that it hasn’t been difficult, changing my life, but for some reason, it doesn’t seem to matter; all that matters is her. I don’t stress out about the same things I used to, but there are new types of stress. My heart breaks to hear her cry!